Introduction: All about the Messy Mind Crumbs

Why Messy Mind?

Because that’s how my brain feels right now—like a chaotic, tangled thread.

While many people seem to have neatly organized thoughts, mine is more like a big explosion of ideas, scattered everywhere. When I think about one thing, I’m also thinking about another thing at the same time, everything all at once, with no structure or prioritization.

And what about the Crumbs?

This is all started when a friend of mine asked me a simple question:

"What kind of art do you love doing?"

And I couldn’t answer.

That question sparked something in me.

For too long, I’ve been creating art for others. I’ve designed for clients, worked on various projects, and focused on making my customers happy. While their satisfaction has been fulfilling, I’ve come to realize that I don’t actually know what kind of art I love. I’ve always sought external validation, but it’s time for me to find my own voice, independent of what others think.

I’ve realized that before I can create art that resonates with others, I need to create art that resonates with me. That’s the purpose of this blog, to explore who I am, understand my messy thoughts, and discover the kind of art I truly enjoy doing.

Since then, my mind has been buzzing with art ideas, exploding in all directions like a big bang. These thoughts feel like crumbs—small, scattered pieces of something larger, waiting to be collected.

With this blog, I’ll be gathering those crumbs bit by bit, slowly unraveling the tangled mess in my mind. My goal is to create something beautiful out of it all; a meaningful masterpiece, built from the chaos.

Now, I’m on a journey to discover what drives my creativity, what excites me, and what I want to express through my work. Before anyone else can believe in my art, I need to believe in it, and that starts with believing in myself. Through this process, I hope to not only become a better artist but also a more grounded version of myself.